plus, let m,e point out that this ship is A), a 30-year-long project, designed not to need to fight to often, B) i made sure that there are some major flaws that can be used to balance it somewhat, and C) i wanted to make just ONE over-the-top ship

it will balance out.. dont worry... especially since it doesnt move much. it can, it just doesnt very often.
[edit] and besides, enormous lame ships are only stupid when theres alot of them. (like inferno) if theres only 1 or 2 that are storyline important maybe (like the FS2 campaign, cept hteh 80 sathanass... *shakes head) then its not nearly so bad.