Well, been inactive since Sat night. Seems I got somekind of problem with my stomach or something there - Its also provoking panic attacks, meaning I have to do steady breathing to calm down... I dunno what it is since I didnt get it checked yet, though the Doc on the phone said gastritus. Dont really feel any pain, just a heavy, numb feeling. Im passing lots of wind and belching, so I guess thats good. And when I move (get up, lay down, whatever) my stomach kinda feels weird and triggers a panic attack, but if I just breathe steady and stay calm it goes away (the feeling in the gut goes away, but the heavyness remains). I guess its somekind of indigestion from MacDolands garbage, but Ive had it 24 hours now and needless to say the panic attacks are very scary. Last night it felt like I was shutting down or something, but it turns out that feeling is just triggered by the panicing. Typical, was gonna go out tuesday...
